9/25/2001
Laura emailed me today to say she disapproved of my trip and would not join us for lunch. I am saddened by this. It is if she is ‘channeling’ my mother, or Linda [my sister]. I pray that she can ease her mind in this.
My client Sandra doesn’t seem too happy about this either. Hmmm….she’s getting massage from Laura. Wonder if she really feels that strongly about it, or if she is echoing Laura.
Or maybe, no one thought I would really go through with this, and now are shocked by it. I’ve never followed through before.
I am angry at Laura right now. How dare she think she can tell me I’m wrong, and expect me to do her bidding?
I am rather excited about the trip. And a bit scared, in a way.
When I told Polly at lunch today that Laura had told me to look up the Hare Krishna temples where I would go in Europe, she laughed, and then she told me to find them at the airport and go home with them. They would give me a bed and food. Angelic messages? It’s possible. We’ll see if they are at the airport in London. I could offer to help them somehow, in return.
I’m waiting on a massage client now. After that one, I will have done 5 here at Nurturing Body Center. $170, plus the $60 that Elmina paid me for working on her last Friday. That’s about UK158.00
It doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks about what and how you think and feel. You know that you’re protected and safe, and that all is well, so project that! Stop acting afraid or unsure of yourself, because you think that’s how you’re supposed to act. You are a way-shower! Show others how they can trust in God, the angels, and their own higher selves for guidance.
Be not afraid, Little One, Magnificent One. You are my co-creator in this. What do you want to happen? What are your intentions? Do it. This is your creation. Make it how you want it.
So long, and thanks for all the dish...
1 month ago
2 comments:
Hi there! Just want to reconfirm what you wrote today. Forget about what other people say...always rely on yourself for the final yes or no. Only YOU know what YOU want and need. i read a great statement the other day... You can never be motivated by what you don't want. There is nothing wrong with being a scanner, although the pain of not finishing things can be hard. One thing I learned to do is to say to other people "I am THINKING about doing this..." instead of "I am doing this" that way I have a clear path of doing it or not doing it, and no one cares and no one,including myself, can hold it against me. we are allowed to change our minds and we are allowed to not finish things. Also, who said we had to do it right the first time??? no one. Trust in yourself and go for it! Whatever THAT is in the moment. Picasso did 20,000 paintings in his lifetime and most where not great. But they all prepared him for his greatest paintings.BTW, I love the title of your book. I am working on one called Mas Love. (More love in English)
Thanks, Rosie. I am better at doing this very thing, but this post is from my journal just before I left for 6 months in Scotland, in 2001.
Your comment has helped me today, tho, because I am waffling about school.
Erica
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